All about Apps

I'm talking about some serious Photography apps here :)

So lately I've been really dependent on my phone for my pictures since I can't edit it on my laptop, my laptop is way too outdated and I seriously need a new one soon :| but for now

I have my top 3 favorite apps for photo Editing 

And the best part? It's free! Yaaaassss it's all free on the App Store, I'm not sure if it's available on Google play store but anyway, if you're looking for some serious editing

I recommend these three

3. Fused

I've used this for extra dramatic effect  in combining two photos, you could adjust the base image and the foreground 

Like these 

2.brushstroke

Gone are the days where we cartoon ourselves, code organa made a better version of it, with over 8 presets to use, you could really use some work of art for a touch of uniqueness 

Paintings are best used for still life, as for me, I used nature as an object 

And my top 1 all time favorite photography app (drum roll please)

1. Vsco 

Well, most of my pictures are improved by vscocam hahaha yeah truth be told,

But hey, it takes a good angle and camera too :)

If you wanna see more vscocam edits, check out my Instagram account :) Link is there, upper right :) don't worry, I follow back.

Merry Christmas everyone! 

Xoxo, xhang <3

everyone has a story to tell...

 don't you think everyone is different in their own way?
that everyone has their own perspective in life? if they'd only listen to what their inner voices said.

for instance , I've always know I'm different.
Different in a way that I'm not like the usual girls.
Flowers and chocolates won't excite me.
People going out of my life doesn't sadden me.
I don't believe words but actions.

Most of us are paradox 

A year in LOVE

MORE LIKE A HEARTBREAK


JUNE 23, 2013 WHERE IT ALL BEGAN.

-You're so fascinating. The first time I've seen love. I look into your eyes and I forget that I'm human.


JUNE 30,2013

-I don't feel broken when I'm with you, I forget about all the pieces of myself  that I have yet to put back together. You make me want to be a better person.

JULY 23, 2013

-It's our monthsary and I miss you, a lot. I can't wait to see you and you're new hair, I can't wait to run my fingers into it. You're all that I look forward to.

JULY 31, 2013

-You're so perfect in your own imperfect ways, my hands tremble everytime you speak to me. I hope you don't notice that.

AUGUST 21, 2013

- I wish I could take you home with me. I hate going back to that empty room. I yearn for you so damn much.

SEPTEMBER 6,2013

- I think of you quite a lot. I know you don't think about me, but I still wish you did.

OCTOBER 9, 2013
- The stars look so beautiful tonight. They remind me of your eyes. I love you darling, I really do, but it's exhausting :(

NOVEMBER 16, 2013

- I heard there's a storm coming, please be safe,

NOVEMBER 16, 2013

- I love you more than myself but why does it seems like you don't care about me at all?
I wish you didn't mean anything to me. I can't stop crying. I need your lungs to help me breathe.

DECEMBER 24, 2013

-It's december darling, but why am I sad? I'm trying to get over you. I can't help but find words hidden in your smile. I think I might just love you forever. I love you so much, I don't understand but I feel like I need to let you go.

DECEMBER 28, 2013

-I escaped home darling, trying to get away, but you're still all I could think about.

JANUARY 4, 2014

I haven't been talking about you much lately. I think maybe if I don't talk about you, I won't think about you.
but it's not working, I still think about you all the damn time.

JANUARY 30, 2014

- Friends?... now you want us to be "just friends"?...


JANUARY 31, 2014

- I've got nothing left to lose now darling.
I can feel my own fucking heart breaking.

FEBRUARY 28, 2014

- I miss the person I used to be before you have taken over me.
You changed me. I don't recognize myself anymore.

MARCH 14, 2014

- I think I'm learning to live without you. It doesn't hurt as much as it used to.


APRIL 31, 2014
I thought I was beginning to love you less. I honestly thought that was the case but I realize I still see you in my dreams and you're what my heart aches. I will always belong to you even if you don't want me anymore.


MAY 4, 2014
It's kinda sad, that I have spent more time missing you than actually being with you, that I'll have only memories instead of moment. that I put all my love in words and none of it to you, that I'll love you longer than you loved me.

JUNE 16, 2014
First day of class and suddenly our eyes met. like a car crash, I know I shouldn't look but I can't turn away.

JULY 20, 2014
You met a new girl now, but maybe she doesn't love you back and I'm still here aching for you.

AUGUST 15, 2014
I feel like I'm NEVER going to escape you.

SEPTEMBER 23, 2014
Don't get me wrong. I've moved on with my life.
I don't think about you anymore but everytime my mind wanders, you're always there.

OCTOBER 27, 2014
I haven't seen you for days now. I hope You're doing fine. I told you last OCTOBER 4, 2014 everything you need to know. I've done my part.
maybe you still love me, or maybe you never did. you probably don't know what you want. You probably still think about me sometimes. but that isn't what matters, what matters now is what you're doing about it and what you're doing about it is nothing and I certainly shouldn't  do anything.

12-13-14

The fault in our grass.

Days like this, I really don't wanna go home but hell week will be next week

And I need to study :(

Happy one year HTF

Happy Three Friends,

Who would have known that on December 12,2013

Three idiots would eventually cross paths in a place called mcdo. 

Hahaha and now, it's been a year of a roller coaster experience, and it was worth a ride. 

Three's always a crowd

I need to figure out why I can't stay at home even just for a day

Last Month of the year 2014

December,

You're last, please make my 2014 worth something remembering.

Last year, 

I remember December was the month I tried to escape. 

Escape what? My first heartbreak.

I know it's not often that people talk about their heartbreaking moments, maybe because it wasn't a real heartbreak or maybe they don't want to remember it or maybe they just don't care or maybe they still can't get over it.

I'm pretty okay to talk about my first heartbreak now, not because I've moved on, it's jus that I've accepted the fact that  change is constant and there are some things that needs to change, some may leave, no matter how much we beg them to stay, I've learned now that when people want to leave, let them. After all, it's their life, and there will be moments on your life that you would want to leave too, sometimes there's no reason at all but maybe no reason to stay is a good reason to leave? Maybe.

I remember a good poetry by Lang leave which pretty much sums it all. everything I felt. there's so many words, quotes, poetry to describe everything I felt but I wrote something, a summary of a year in love and heartbreak, maybe I'll post it soon.

  there's still so many reasons for us to be happy, we just have to accept that everything happens for a reason although it takes time to figure out what the reason is, we just have to live in the moment and enjoy the little things in life. God has a purpose for every plan He have on our lives.

        we're still friends. maybe all the love's still there but I'm not expecting anything now.  I'm trusting everything in God and hopefully someday, I'll learn to love again. :)

Wear White On Wednesday :)

It's the start of summer break and some of my friends are leaving :(  since they are already graduates, they need to find a job or go to college again at a different school, and it kinda bittersweet for me, but I'm really happy for them :)

Caraphernelia

Typical Sunday with my homie :)

After A Decade?

I can't remember when did I make my last post on Blogger, 
it's been months? or a year? nope just months maybe that I haven't updated anything
I've been through a lot lately,
College life is really something different, you need to choose your friends because at first, most of them will just be there during "Vacant" hours. HAHA! someday you'll get what I mean,
but people won't care much, you can be whatever you want to be :D
You'll know who's there just for the good times, and who's gonna stick with you,
but I don't want you guys to depend everything on your friends, at the end of the day, you'll only have yourself and you need to be strong to keep going on :)

SO....
first and second semester are over.
and yeah, SUMMER, people wait all year for this. :)
and I have lots, and loads of plans this summer :D 
but I'll make sure I'll post something here XD
so the past months has been quite a paradox.
there was this time when I felt so high that I couldn't ask for more,
and there are days when I felt like a living dead and other times, I feel nothing at all.
NORMAL. STUFF. really. for an Aquarius like me, things like this are just normal. :))
I don't know for others but for me I'm just a little bit Extraordinary...