Saturday, December 13, 2014

A year in LOVE




MORE LIKE A HEARTBREAK


JUNE 23, 2013 WHERE IT ALL BEGAN.

-You're so fascinating. The first time I've seen love. I look into your eyes and I forget that I'm human.


JUNE 30,2013

-I don't feel broken when I'm with you, I forget about all the pieces of myself  that I have yet to put back together. You make me want to be a better person.

JULY 23, 2013

-It's our monthsary and I miss you, a lot. I can't wait to see you and you're new hair, I can't wait to run my fingers into it. You're all that I look forward to.

JULY 31, 2013

-You're so perfect in your own imperfect ways, my hands tremble everytime you speak to me. I hope you don't notice that.

AUGUST 21, 2013

- I wish I could take you home with me. I hate going back to that empty room. I yearn for you so damn much.

SEPTEMBER 6,2013

- I think of you quite a lot. I know you don't think about me, but I still wish you did.

OCTOBER 9, 2013
- The stars look so beautiful tonight. They remind me of your eyes. I love you darling, I really do, but it's exhausting :(

NOVEMBER 16, 2013

- I heard there's a storm coming, please be safe,

NOVEMBER 16, 2013

- I love you more than myself but why does it seems like you don't care about me at all?
I wish you didn't mean anything to me. I can't stop crying. I need your lungs to help me breathe.

DECEMBER 24, 2013

-It's december darling, but why am I sad? I'm trying to get over you. I can't help but find words hidden in your smile. I think I might just love you forever. I love you so much, I don't understand but I feel like I need to let you go.

DECEMBER 28, 2013

-I escaped home darling, trying to get away, but you're still all I could think about.

JANUARY 4, 2014

I haven't been talking about you much lately. I think maybe if I don't talk about you, I won't think about you.
but it's not working, I still think about you all the damn time.

JANUARY 30, 2014

- Friends?... now you want us to be "just friends"?...


JANUARY 31, 2014

- I've got nothing left to lose now darling.
I can feel my own fucking heart breaking.

FEBRUARY 28, 2014

- I miss the person I used to be before you have taken over me.
You changed me. I don't recognize myself anymore.

MARCH 14, 2014

- I think I'm learning to live without you. It doesn't hurt as much as it used to.


APRIL 31, 2014
I thought I was beginning to love you less. I honestly thought that was the case but I realize I still see you in my dreams and you're what my heart aches. I will always belong to you even if you don't want me anymore.


MAY 4, 2014
It's kinda sad, that I have spent more time missing you than actually being with you, that I'll have only memories instead of moment. that I put all my love in words and none of it to you, that I'll love you longer than you loved me.

JUNE 16, 2014
First day of class and suddenly our eyes met. like a car crash, I know I shouldn't look but I can't turn away.

JULY 20, 2014
You met a new girl now, but maybe she doesn't love you back and I'm still here aching for you.

AUGUST 15, 2014
I feel like I'm NEVER going to escape you.

SEPTEMBER 23, 2014
Don't get me wrong. I've moved on with my life.
I don't think about you anymore but everytime my mind wanders, you're always there.

OCTOBER 27, 2014
I haven't seen you for days now. I hope You're doing fine. I told you last OCTOBER 4, 2014 everything you need to know. I've done my part.
maybe you still love me, or maybe you never did. you probably don't know what you want. You probably still think about me sometimes. but that isn't what matters, what matters now is what you're doing about it and what you're doing about it is nothing and I certainly shouldn't  do anything.

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